Today is self injury awareness day. I said to myself I was gonna be more open with people about my struggle with SI but I'm too scared to open up to everyone. But I did succeed in telling one new person. so woo for amber!

Plus it has been quite awhile since the last time I si'd. not sure how long because if I keep track I think about it too much.

but today I want people to maybe get past the stereotypes of Self Injury, or cutters, and see its not about being "emo" or wanting to kill yourself. but is in fact a bigger problem, an addiction, something that easily gets out of control. That if effects more people then one would think. I would like people to stop judging and start understanding that it is not a phase, or a cry for attention, but an addiction.

ok thats my rant. Now I have to go do my biochem lab woot.... lol not.